We can’t be seen. They will fear us once they do, we need to hide with a disguise they like,
our job is not easy, some think we are a dumb belief, while some praise us like we are their
god. In reality we are neither, we are part of them, the part they don’t want to acknowledge.
So if I may ask, Have you acknowledged it yet? Or do you fear it just like others do?
There’s nothing wrong with admitting the truth. If you fear something it’s alright we all fear
something after all even if we don’t say it out loud. I fear the people that are above me; it’s
not their looks but the power they hold to make a choice and carry themselves. It’s attractive
in a way just like human beings. Humans hold so much potential that they forget most of the
time, but I can’t blame them. A lot of their species are born with innocents but most of them
get broken by their own human kind. It’s sickening to see how humans are worse than us,
they can be cruel and act like they didn’t do any of it. Say they are a “Man” when they can’t
even take accountability for their own wrong doing. Say they cheated because of their
partner’s fault when all they could have done was to communicate on what was the problem,
and actually break up. Some of them like to see others squirm in pain all because it gives
them a certain type of pleasure. But of course there’s more than that… more than I wish
there was.
But what can we do? Nothing, that’s the answer. We’re just here to test you, test how you
handle yourself. Test how you can balance yourself between the good and the bad. You want
to hurt someone because you’re insecure, go for it but we won’t be there to protect you, we
will be there to see how stupid you are. Worse yet, seeing you ask us later in your life “What
did I do wrong to deserve this?” Don’t you remember or did you get brainlost along the way?
Because to us you just seem like you forgot how shitty you were. All the bad you did is just
coming back to you, just triple. It’s no black magic, it’s just simple physics.
God I need to stop being so harsh, after all there are good humans in the mix. The ones that
actually respect your boundaries when you set them nice and clear. Even some do actions
that help others, probably even you too. Some might also be there right next to you when
you need a hand, a shoulder to cry on. Others might as well tell you the truth and
acknowledge they are the ones in the wrong. But somehow it has become less common to
see people like that. Most of the time it seems you have to go through a bunch of pain and
betrayal to finally come across them. In reality they have been there. You just never saw
them due to being in the wrong crowd, and just maybe you lost them due to your actions and
words you might have said. Sometimes it might not even be their fault, but just because they
come from a rough past it doesn’t mean they couldn’t become better.
Most of the time if humans go into an intimate relationship not valuing themselves, in a lot of
the cases it will play a huge role in the relationship. To the point humans interpret
harassment, controlling and obsessive behavior as their partner’s way of showing love.
Which of course love can be blinding and no matter how much you tell them that’s not love
they won’t learn till they themselves acknowledge it. It could take them a long, long time to
the point some humans won’t realize it. If humans never value themselves when are they
ever going to get valued, if humans don’t love themselves when are they ever going to get
loved by someone else?
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